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Aug. 25th, 2007

Oh wow. I've found this and I think that somehow describes me to a degree....


Autism is a comprehension which is difficult to descibe in a few words. Nowadays often is referred to the autism-spectrum. In this spectrum a number of autistic disorders are described as for example Asperger, PDD and MDD. Because autism is such a wide comprehension, one can state that this finds expression in different ways in each single patient. Common characteristic is that the disorder lies in the communication ability, which also can express in many different ways. The autistic sepctrum is also often descibred as the pervasive (free translation: intruding) disorders, although this term might be even more enclosing. Autistic disorders already appear on an early age.



Contactdisorder, either holding aloof, either talking very much. In the last case it is one-direction only. In both cases however, the patient thinks other humans are inscrutable and entering in to other people is an elusive thing to him/her.

Communication disorder, often strange use of words, an exclusive way of using the voice and often falling back to repeating oneselve. Expression of feelings is very difficult

 A small world, people with an autistic disorder only have interest for a few matters and totally focus on these, they can be busy with something very simple (in perspective of other people) for a long timespan and come back to it over and over again.

They have difficulties imagining something that lies in the past or the future. They are rapidly distracted by thoughts and have troubles in preparing on things that are going to happen and need simple pictures that make things clear which are not happening over here and right now.


Aug. 22nd, 2007

I found this on: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/822411/Iago96Iago96 
it's really disgusting these things really occur. Looking back at the millions of years of civilisation proves that we havent really evolved that much in regards to prejudice.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you think homophobia is wrong.

HP&Deathly Hallows

Well I've just read Deathly Hallows and I say that it totally met my expectations!! (I'll just ignore the epilogue)


Thoughts on Gay Marriages...

I just found and copied this...http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1049630/

Thoughts on Gay Marriage!



Ouch. I got this highly inaccurate measure of my personality...but it's still depressing... T__T

Paranoid:Very High
Borderline:Very High
Narcissistic:Very High

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Oooookay.... 0.o  then again I dont believe in hell so, meh.


Dec. 8th, 2006

My Personality
Openness To Experience
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Find your soulmate / pysch twin

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huummm.... omoshiroi.... 

You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you. You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge. High levels of stress can lead to you feeling panic or confusion, but usually you cope with day to day pressures. 

You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don't go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. You often need privacy and time for yourself. You are an active group participant but usually prefer to let someone else be the group leader. You lead a fast-paced and busy life. You move about quickly, energetically, and vigorously and are involved in many activities. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You have a generally cheerful disposition. 

Openness to Experience: 
Often you find the real world is too plain and ordinary for your liking, and you use fantasy as a way of creating a richer, more interesting world for yourself. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity. 

You generally see others as selfish, devious, and sometimes potentially dangerous. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You do not particularly like helping other people. Requests for help feel like an imposition on your time. You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important. You feel superior to those around you and sometimes tend to be seen as arrogant by other people. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible. 

Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. You are content to get by with a minimal amount of work, and might be seen by others as lazy. You have a reasonable amount of will-power and are able to follow through on tasks that you feel you need to complete. You can be distracted however and have been known to procrastinate. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives. scarily true....


Dec. 8th, 2006

How evil are you?

nyaa...so happy i got this ^__^


You are The Fool

The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


Your Vocabulary Score: B

You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying.
Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated!

hehe nice to know reading fanfictions have paid off


What type of person do you attract?
Your Result: You attract Yuppies!

You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.

You attract artsy people!
You attract unstable people!
You attract models!
You attract rednecks!
You attract geeks!
What type of person do you attract?
Quizzes for MySpace

damn i was aiming for artsy >.<


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh DAMN!! my lips just made contact with a flying cockroach T___T


You paid attention during 63% of high school!

51-67% You are smart enough to be ashamed of still scoring so low; remember that there are books in the world, full of information? Yes, books are our friends.

Do you deserve your high school diploma?
Create a Quiz

no fair! i never even heard of some of the things here >.<


HP sorting (accurate)

this is actually a 1st rate quiz out of all the 'Which house are you in?' of HP

and i've got the result i wanted!! yay

The sorting hat says that I belong in Slytherinr!

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Said Slytherin, "We'll teach just those whose ancestry is purest."

Slytherin students are typically cunning and hungry for power. Important members include Draco Malfoy (Harry's nemesis), Professor Severus Snape (head of Slytherin), and Lord Voldemort.

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Take the most scientific Harry Potter
ever created.

Get Sorted Now!


i always wanted to go into slytherin...

this quiz composed of 104 question that has absolutely nothing to do with HP (what colour do you like, etc....). just questions on the individual's personality. 

its worth a visit...

oh wow, one after the other...

You Are A: Duckling!

DucklingThe cutest of the cute, these baby ducks are often spotted in the spring following closely behind their mother. As a duckling you will grow up quickly, becoming one of the adult ducks seen commonly in ponds and streams. Playful and timid, charming and vulnerable, ducklings are nature's very definition of innocence.

You were almost a: Duck or a Kitten
You are least like a: Groundhog or a ChipmunkWhat Cute Animal Are You?

wow, taking this random test and find it pretty accurate!!  scary...